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alrighty, so this is my donno how manyth attempt at blogging. it's amazing how popular blogspot.com is, and how many silly minded people like myself. i thought i was the only corny person to come up with REALLY odd urls, but sigh, guess i thought wrong. but anyway, this might not be the last blog since at this time i still cant remember my username password and url (note to self: JUST WRITE IT DOWN LAH) but it's okay, we should all live for the moment =)

so, june's been a really hectic month. i felt like i grew up a lot just in that one month- chicken pox, not being able to go on the trip to tw and hk thanks to chickenstupidpox, being independent (finally) to learn and solve my own problems, going to CASE, writing registered letters (for once, hurray for gong han!)... and the arts camp! im glad nat dragged me to the camp... though well, i still feel like im mildly autistic, but... im still undergoing treatment. i mean, the camp's really fun, and the people there are friendly, but i guess i still feel rather uncomfortable in big groups. ha but at least i dont like, squat in a corner and draw circles so it aint that bad huh. nevermind, take a step at a time and thou shalt reach the peak of the mountain! hmmm and the piano recital! it was really a wake up call, like how performing and practising can be so vastly different, given at how i nearly had cardiac arrest before i went on stage, it's quite obvious that i really need to train to stop my fingers from dancing their own tune. and yes, i've been doing that, at least attempting to do so while striking a balance with shopping! but i've yet to figure a solution to keep the nerves in check. unless i can somehow drag the piano to the middle of orchard road and start busking or something. good idea huh- train, and earn some money too for the feed weizheng fund- the girl whose thousand over dollars worth of savings just got stolen by chickens. rahh! whoever's reading this, please just go to kfc tomorrow (and the next day and the next) and have a feast. yes, you vegetarian, you too, please do your bit for the good of society.

okay it's so late now and i gotta get up early tmr. it's a shame to log off now though, since my brother's still not home yet (cheers!) but i think this entry has reached the max level for rubbishing. take care ya'll (okay just myself and nat who says she wants to read this), and go shopping!