Throw them out of the window!
Just when i thought everything will be innocent and happy again, new problems gotta surface and old ones resurrect. Some... i should have seen it coming, but i'm just not in a position to do anything about it. And that's when it really sucks because i feel so helpless. I sure as hell know it's impossible between them, and honestly, it will be the strangest thing if they reconcile. But isn't the whole point of marriage supposed to promise almost an eternal companionship? Society is messed up, but i don't think it's THAT * up. Maybe i'm just naive. A self-professed a cynic as i am, i still dream of wearing that white gown, saying the sacred oath, and having a beautiful wedding with lots and lots and lots of flowers. Just a bimbotic fantasy. What substance is there in a marriage anyway? Till death do us part may sound impressive, but it's as hollow as politicians. But back to the subj, it's not as if i can be there for her 24/7! I really hope that she can lead a more active life outside the household, but it pains me to see her going to work because she doesn't need to stress herself, honestly. Not only applies to her, but him as well, as much as i prefer not having him around sometimes. It's a conscience thing, though we both know that things can't stay like that forever. No point in attempting to salvage any situation.
Sigh.
Throw them out of the window!
Cosmic terror. My world is as small as a telescope eye. The sky, even with altering perspectives is still blue with dotty clouds. And the only exit is a toss off a skyscraper... Heads or tails?
well personally I think that the oaths hold as much meaning as the people who say it want it to hold:) If you believe in what you say, you will hold true to it far more than a cynic would, and certainly it will hold far more substance than a hollow politician... but I guess reality is far more cruel than my idealistic point of view>< sadly):
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